I am tired of of all the sleeplessness and the kind of punishment it seems when you have to face a night when sleep plays coy and refuses to come by easily.It has been a problem that has stayed for a bit longer than it ought to have or so I believe and if I were to listen to everyone around me I must be seeing a shrink for sure.But then the gravity of the problem becomes even more magnified when it is at hand ,rather than when it is in hindsight and given all the procrastinating talents that I possess things will be as they are at the moment.

I've seen through the first of the last three end semester examinations I have to appear for, that will formally herald an end to the endless saga of tests and mid sems and end sems over the last four years.The only remaining effort will be defending my work that has to somehow pass itself off for my BTP.That is all I have to do now ,to make myself eligibile for a BTech honours (mind you) degree in Computer Science and Engneering that would duly elevate my stature in the academic world ,to that of an honourable graduate.

So that is looking forward to a perfect grind over the next two weeks until the formalities are over by the 5th of May.If all goes well I would be free-free after that though I am not very sure and not exactly looking forward to anything after that ,but for finally landing up in Bangalore in the first week of June to start earning a living for myself.That painfully reminds me that I have to leave behind so many things ,and that vein of thought is presently restrained for the lack of time to exhaust itself to its fullest potential.

Time and again I am being told by different people that I am a very cold person.That I MUST say , is a matter of great relief.Thank you.